I was lost; gone; taken. Everything had gone to Hell; my soul, my body, my life. The hopes and dreams I'd had of marrying her; who I'd loved so much I couldn't even say her name. As much as I tried I couldn't escape the pain. But without it I knew I wouldn't be human- just another Cyberman, but without the metal prizon that disables feelings and emotions. I just don't know if I'll be able to survive.